Everything

falls apart when you disappeared. You are everything there is to this sordid existance. Your prayers were unanswered, I did not yield, I was not saved. I still see you. Gliding across the paths we walked. Sitting in places we shared. Smelling the scent still permeating in the air. Shadows. Mirage.

Everything that mattered does not anymore. For you are everything. Everything I ever wanted. I was willing to give up all just for you, did I tell you that? A realization too late. For everything is no longer in my grasp, slid away from hands.

I miss you. I miss everything about you.