Very Random Thoughts

Slow and steady wins the race. But then again, if it's a race, wouldn't speed count? Unless it isn't really a race.

Do opposites necessarily attract? Or is it cause for conflict? I seriously don't know, because it has happened both ways before.

I forgot to zip up twice today. I must be losing my mind.

I heard my colleague call out my name. But she didn't apparently. I most definitely am losing my mind.

I can't lose my mind, I still have plenty to do. I can lose my mind come Sunday, when I'm not working. Come to think of it, I don't wanna lose my mind.

It's time I take charge, really, of the direction I'm heading in one
particularly area. I have a tendency to be lackadaisical in this
particular aspect of my life. I fear the fallout. I fear unguided
missiles. I hate not being in control. So I should really take charge, be patient and be consistent. Take charge I shall. Wish me luck!

Obviously you have no idea what I'm writing about. Don't worry, sometimes I don't either. Do I like to write? Yes, I do. But I've been writing on email and word processors. Not with ink and paper and hand. Hmm, I did once this year, but I wasn't my prolific self :P, I typed it out and printed it and wrote it again (with some amendments). I do miss the time when I actually corresponded with people via snail mail. All this happened even when I was a Net-addict. Now all this has been replaced by email. I guess I wouldn't really have time to write a letter, but perhaps I can start with a short note. When was the last time you wrote a letter and mailed it with the stamp and all?

Oh wait, I miscued. I was writing about writing thoughts and ideas and stories, not personal letters. Yikes. I lost my train of thought somehow. I'm losing focus. Yes, I like to write those too. I'm weaker at writing fiction. Tried to fix that but somehow it got too factual after a while. It's not like I lack imagination. I think i have a pretty good sense of imagination, perversion aside. I should try again.

Am I a wannabe-poet? Not really but somehow I think poetry helps me
express the abstract, the emotions. I noticed my so-called poems are all melancholic in nature. I shall write one when I'm happy or thrilled to bits.

I think I need to exercise more. I think it's related to my lack of focus.

Alright, back to work.