Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Renaissance

Procrastination is the name of the game but it has to stop tonight. 24 hours more to work through the case. And 48 hours more, I would be home free.

But what's even more important is the many thoughts I have for year 30. I shall make it the renaissance year.

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Realise

She gazes out with her sad eyes, onto the street as a cup of foamy latte, steaming, lays in front of her. As the rain pours in the afternoon, which moments ago was just bright, she wonders what lays ahead and what she should do. The grey sky poured even more, as trickles turn into streams of water across the glass window, dreamy and not like a work day at all as her mind wanders off

Perhaps the person she really wants to hear those words from would actually do so. And those words so carelessly uttered by others would be precious if it's him. But she knows he wouldn't.

He sits labouring away in as messages come in fast and furious. Another frantic day, perked up by a latte. He wonders what he is to do as his mind wanders away from the tasks at hand. Life would be simpler if he has more courage and more faith in himself, and she.

Perhaps he should really tell her exactly what he wants to say. Before it is too late.

She walks in the slight drizzle, hoping and not hoping.

He steps onto the wet pavement, fearing the slippery slope if he does, of losing her.


Realize by Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

OoOoOOo

Friday, November 07, 2008

The spiral is amazing, I guess there's an inherent need to develop a mechanism to stop this.

Monday, November 03, 2008

Monday Thoughts

It may be premature, but a review is a review.

Stay hungry, stay foolish was how I wanted to live this year. I think I have not been successful on staying foolish. By any measures, it has been a good year. Clouds which threatened to turn into a massive thunderstorm somehow went away. Even though I was on auto-pilot mode most of the time, my occasional bursts of inspiration ensures momentum is kept and some semblance of excellence remains.

Am I happier? I don't know. Chirpier sometimes apparently, someone at work commented.

"What do you want in your eulogy?"

"I haven't thought about it before"

2 more months. Time really flies.