Thursday, March 16, 2006

Goodbye

Sometimes the turmoil can be avoided. Sometimes it can't. We try to work at it. We try to give it all. The result can go either way. The best thing to do, is try not to hurt others. Or minimise it. With great reluctance, I am saying this, sometimes I am not worth the fight. Sometimes I turn out to be the most painful experience one can have. Just as deep an impact as the joy I can be, the intensity I give, the beautiful things I create for you. You need to save yourself.

Resurrection, the blog is on an hiatus from now on.

Will be back when the spirit is willing to share again.

Lazy Day

Lunch was Chinese Mexican fusion, and it was cheap! Yummy! Good food.
We learned that that we finished 7 bottles of red wine yesterday evening after the exams, and that was within 3 hours. There were 7 of us but only 6 of us drank.

British comedies are witty. Really fun watching the play of words and the double entendres.

Had a haircut. All cleaned-up. It has been four months since my last haircut.

Lots of things to deal with for the summer. Tickets, visas, planning, paperwork with the school, paperwork with sponsors.....oh and also must remember my medical claims from the insurance company...I keep putting that off.

I feel asleep while chatting online. Must be the wine. Sorry! When I woke up, it was already 6.30 a.m. and I finally got up after 10 a.m.

Should work out. I am real sluggish now. Must remember to return library books, before I get poorer again paying the fines.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

At Last

'sigh' According to the 'date ball', I ain't getting laid this week. Oh well, at least the exams have ended for now.

Spent the night with a bunch of friends, with wine, word games (pretty funny and creative stuff), pasta, bread, snacks, Coupling, and lots of laughter. All this before the grind starts again.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

:D

Just one more to go. Slightly tired but will go on. Turn it up, Resurrected. Go kick ass!

Ladiladadida.

Hmm, I need help.

Hmm

It's either I am damn smart, since I didn't really study much for this morning's exam. Or I missed out some stuff while doing the paper. Oh well. Keeping fingers crossed.

2 more exams! One in about an hour's time and another in 30 hours' time. Yippee!

:P

Monday, March 13, 2006

Simplicity is the Key?

Why do people have it so easy and simple? Why is it so effortless for them not to complicate matters? Why can't I be simple?

I can't keep up with myself.

I am sorry. To cause hurt and to break dreams. Of what is possible.

Yes I did, with all my heart. Believe. Wonderful you are. It's crazy. I am crazy.

When can I stop dreaming? And for once be grateful?

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Rainy Cold Day in the Desert

Oh my, it hasn't stopped raining for the whole day and the temperature now is a suprising 44F. That's so weird. And we have a storm and snow alert till 5 a.m.
Off to wine tasting now! Exam was pretty good. 2 more on Monday and one on Tuesday.
Whee! What fun!

Miracles

Oh my, it's raining and it's cold here. It's raining in Arizona! Water! This calls for celebration! :P

Exam in 3 hours time. Yippee. Getting ready now, and maybe will squeeze in some studying before the exam.

It's raining!

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Disappearance

Staying away for a while
Till sure it was all a lie
An illusion of what cannot be
Sorry if I made you feel
There isn't more than there is
Till then my hands are here
If a friend you ever need

Friday, March 10, 2006

On The Loop 2

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough Lyrics - Patti Smith & Don Henley

I don't want to lose you
I don't want to use you
Just to have somebody by my side.
I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

That don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like the rain.
like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No

On The Loop

James Blunt - You're Beautiful Lyrics

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Exams! Exams! Exams! Interview went well, keeping fingers crossed....internship in London will be absolutely fantastic.....

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Having A Slight Time Management Issue

But thank goodness the interview tomorrow morning has been postponed to Thursday morning. I think I may have overstretched myself a wee bit. :D

There is still much to do. I need an internship for the summer. I haven't had luck with any yet. I hope the Thursday's interview will be the start of great things to come my way :D Keeping fingers crossed.

I have exams on Wednesday, Saturday, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. It's all very exciting. Not. I am more worried about Monday's exam, the professor is a tough nut to crack. The rest should be ok. I need to get down to studying once these 2 papers due on Tuesday and Wednesday respectively are completed. Am also committed to helping Lyn and Jean for accounting (yes I loooooooveeeee accounting. yeah right).

Diana Krall on my notebook to calm my nerves before I dive into my next task. Am sitting in the library on a sleep prevention mission. Do not sleep Resurrected! At least till you are done.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Should Be Sleeping

Was that a trap? Or was I just being paranoid? Made an exit. Gracefully. I hope.

Friday, March 03, 2006

Falling

Brilliant depth to sink into
Down the abyss of depravity
Mint it, make it constant
Despair it is, solid as a dime
Save yourselves, run away
Don't try, don't care

How it hurts, how it pounds
Carry on you say, I cannot
A faint hope lies as I lay still
Perhaps dreams will carry me away


:P I am falling sick. Shucks. Damn the dry weather.